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Since Jin and Koki said yes, you're the only one left, Yuuichi~

Let's go out together to celebrate on the 23rd!

Jin says he'll pay~

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[OOC: I think, Kame realized it's kind of fun to tease Jin. Or something. XD;]

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I already invited Jin and them to go out with me for my birthday on the night of, but do you want to join us? Or I can always leave my morning and afternoon free for you~ ♥

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Yasu reminded that I haven't updated in a while ne?

I didn't even realize it has been so long since my last post! Sorry ne, if I made anyone worry? I just didn't have too many interesting things to post about...

Since I don't know how intense baseball practice would be , I'm a bit hesitant about joining any other clubs. What do you guys think?

Have I been studying too much or something? I haven't talked to people in ages it seems like...

Ah, it's Valentine's Day tomorrow ne? Should I get or make some giri choco? I've never given guys chocolates before though... Do you guys want chocolates? Maybe I'll buy some candy to give out instead, just to be festive.

De, ano ne, since 23rd is a Saturday, anyone who wants to go out with me?~

I really want to play baseball now. I kind of miss picking up the bat and swinging and hitting the ball... Ah, I guess I'll just practice some swings in the gym ne? Can't wait till baseball season starts~

Also, since I've been running every morning pretty much, I wonder if I increased my speed It'd be nice if I did~ It'll help running from base to base ne.

Probably because after break, we're all still trying to get used to classes again, it seems like that time passed by really quickly ne? But, let's continue to work hard!

...ah, there's only one more month left~ Maybe I'll forget when the day comes though. It happens sometimes...

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Not thinking about him. Not thinking about him. Not thinking about him.

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How was everyone's weekend back at Osaka Had fun, yes? The ride back to Osaka seemed to be more tiring than I thought, so I kind of left the party earlier. The next party I will definitely stay longer

Did everyone manage to catch up and meet lots of new people? We have a lot of transfer students don't we? Minna, yoroshiku ne~

Neeeeee, Yuuichi, Jin~ We didn't get to talk at the party Let's go out or at least hang out sometime soon ne~ Maybe you'll get a surprise? Or well, you'll see me soon in the hallways, so maybe it won't be such a surprise~

And Yasuuuuuuuuu~ We have to hang out soon! Or even go clubbing? Yes?

Oh, and Koki! Running tomorrow? ?

School starts again tomorrow~

Minna, AkeOme~

Ne, did everyone countdown? Have fun? Okaasan and Otousan invited people over, so we had a very lively countdown ne~ It was fun~

Did everyone make resolutions I did, but I'm not telling~

I should be back on Saturday, so I'll see everyone then~

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...I told myself not to read his journal...I've managed for the past...I don't know how long, but why did I chose to read it again?

...baka.

They're in Greece. They're in Greece together.

I...

...Ryo Nishi Ryo must be happy now. They're in Greece together. Greece.

...I...

...heh...what am I doing, still thinking about this?

Forget it, forget it, I'm going to forget about it.

...

...I'm going out tomorrow.
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Minna, Merry Christmas~

Thank you for all the presents. I really like them.

Oniichan brought all of us siblings to see the Christmas illuminations on Christmas Eve and they were really pretty. I took a few pictures with my cellphone, and now one of them is my wallpaper.

Ah, Okaasan is calling...

I hope everyone have a nice Christmas ne~

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Happy thoughts, happy thoughts on Christmas only...

...just happy thoughts please...
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Ne, Jin, when do you want to meet...?
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Nothing happened much these few days. Still just relaxing at home and playing with Ran and being with my family.

Sometimes I think I'm not thinking about things too much...but sometimes, I feel like I'm thinking too much.

...
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When I got home, oniichan-tachi won't stop asking me how's things at Osaka and why I wanted to come home early. I supposed they felt that it wasn't something they should ask me on the phone, so they had to ask me face to face. Not that I wanted to answer them. I'm not sure how I replied, but probably with something like I just missed home.

Luckily Okaasan and Otousan stopped them from asking anymore. They just hugged me and welcomed me home.

Yuuya...Yuuya didn't say anything and just kept on giving me looks. Then...after I came back, I never heard him call me Oniichan, but he would call me Kazuya. I wonder why. I'm still his older brother, so he should call me Oniichan, right? I'll have to talk to him...

Ran wouldn't stop following me these few days. My family thinks that she really missed me, but I wonder if it's because she could feel how I'm feeling?

I wonder what Ry Nishi R-Ryo...thought about the present...

...ah...I shouldn't be thinking about that...
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[OOC: Strikethrough deleted.]

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I've gone back home already...

I hope you guys have a good break ne...and good luck on your mid-terms...

...I'll...promise to call...

I...I'll probably be back around New Year's Eve...
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[OOC: Um...sorry...but my muse went back home without telling anyone the exact time...=S He left this afternoon after leaving the present at Ryo's door (even though the log didn't end yet). My muse is on break, but I'm definitely not on hiatus. I have too much time more like. No life. I know Kame will be meeting Jin during the break, but other muses can probably have short phone call logs with Kame every now and then (if they're close enough with Kame to have his phone number). I'll make sure my muse updates his journal every now and then so he doesn't worry people na. .____. I forgot if I had anything else to say...]

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...he left his shirt for me...

W-why? A week ago I was wondering why I didn't have any physical to remember this relationship, and now...I have his shirt. I...I don't know what to think...or feel...

It was...so hard to resist...to just bury my face into the fabric and try to find that familiar scent...to wear that shirt to sleep...but...I don't know what that will do to me...would that...further break me down?

I didn't know what to do with it...I was too scared to do anything with it...so...I just put it away...

Ne, Ryo...what were you thinking when you left that shirt at my door?

I...still can't cry...
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Ne...Jin...I'm going back home early...just to let you know...
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Tomorrow is the first day of the play...
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Since Kame baked cookies over at Yasu's house over the weekend, he obviously didn't want to give them out too late or they'll like...turn hard and all that, so he gave out the cookies today. =3

The following people have received cookies from Kame:
All his teachers
Shige
MatsuJun
Koyama
Ueda
Uchi
...These cookies were wrapped and given out as a little package. It's supposed an early Christmas present from Kame. ^^

As for these peoeple:
Jin
Koki
Maru
...Kame offered them cookies. ^^ He didn't wrap them, but just had a container filled with cookies and told them to take some ne. Since he actually has presents for them, though he hasn't given those out yet.

And other muses...Kame brought the container of cookies with him around the school, so if your muse is in the same class with Kame...or saw Kame with cookies...and went to bug Kame for cookies...he would have given them out. ^^

I'll write a post about the presents he gave out later. X3

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I'm sorry for the short notice...but I've gotten permission from my parents to go back home early for the winter break...is it okay if I take my mid-terms the upcoming week? I'm sorry if sensei-tachi haven't readied the mid-terms yet...

I already started studying, so any day of next week will be fine with me...

Onegaishimasu...

EDIT: I've gotten permission now from administration as well...
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Monday...was really awkward.

I...couldn't even look at R-Ryo...or Yamashita-senpai...

I...

It still hurts...
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Ne...Shota-kun...do you think...I can borrow your kitchen this weekend? I feel like baking earlier...and...I have the diner voucher I have to use up before it expires...want to go with me?
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I...I'm calling home...I want to go home early...

I hope they won't be too worried about me wanting to come back early...I'll just tell them...I feel homesick or something...

...they might not believe me though...

...I'm still going back early...

I should get permission from the administration too...

That means I need to do my present shopping this weekend too then...
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Maru-senpai sent me a text about Jin and Yamashita-senpai being in the hospital...

Is Jin alright? Why was he fighting with Yamashita-senpai?

I...I hope...th Jin they're both alright...

I should go visit...but I...I don't know...would they be in the same room? That'd be...kind of awkward...

I still don't know...what I think about Yamashita-senpai...

What...what if Ryo...goes to visit them at the same time...?

I...

...

...

I hope they're alright...
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...I'll try to be back tomorrow...

Gomen nasai...
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Maybe I should haven't stayed in the shower for that long... It turned cold on me after all.

I...I think I might have a slight fever. My forehead feels warm.

I hope Koki-senpai isn't too worried. I didn't show up to our morning runs...and I didn't tell him anything.

I miss Ryo.

Ryo...Ryo...I still love you...

Ryo...I don't regret giving myself to him...I really don't...

...until the play ends. Then after that, I guess...I won't be able to kiss him anymore. I won't talk to him anymore. I won't touch him anymore. I won't...have anything to do with him anymore.

...I'm not going to be able to visit Ryo at the restaurant he works at... Ryo won't be cooking for me...

Ryo...
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[OOC: Sorry about all these future entries, but it's hard dealing with an emo muse. I'm trying to do something about it...]

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I won't can't won't be attending classes today...

Gomen nasai... I'll catch up when I come back...
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